Tuesday, April 20, 2004

it's april 20. the day before my bday. how am i feeling?!?! i don't know. not in the greatest mood today or yesterday....stuff came up and just pissed me off...well basically = teachers piss me off. YA THERE! i won't mention any names but it's okay =] i let it out now....sign of relief =]
yah..YAHHHHHHH!!! (crazy mood)..YAYY!!! TOMZ IS MY BDAY!! OH YEAH OH YEAH...hehe..nothing too special..cuz now i don't see birthdays soo special nemore cuz in fact u're just adding +1 to your age...sooo no big deal for me nemore =] right now im' staring out my window and i see these 4 little puny kids playing "tag" and sininging songss ...they arte sooooo cute....JUST REMEMBER..those days wen we were like that...wow..wut amazing memories i had as a little kid......wen i was cutee (lol) and wud be screaminggggg (well i still do) playing in my backyardd..'U'RE IT'...and then tic tac toe out u go..man..those sweet memories....amazing....well timee goes on and life goes on..and now im' a 'big girl now' it's sad how time goes by so fast..but i like it..i'm experiencing more as time goess hahah..but still..i'm still young 17 * -__- HAHAHA NOOOOT REALLY...if i really reflect back and seee my past year...(sweet*16).......it was amazing..i think seriously IT WAS THE BEST BEST BEST THE FOREMOST THE BEST year since i was born..well mb wen i was born is the best year but HAHAHA...the age wen i was 16 was sooo awesomely goood..mb it's cu zo fthe ppl i met in hs. it's sooo amazing how experienced SOO much for one year. like april 2003-april 2004..seorisuly..so much went on..and for the gooood.......i never was happier in my life before..thanks everyone for being there..seriously.....without ne of u guysss....i wo'nt be alive =] (my stressfuil nature) HAHAHAHAHAHAH..sorrie.lol..but thanks =] and now as my journey continues i hope thatt begin SWEEEEET SEVENTEEN..which is also awesome but i know it won't be as great as being 16..cuz more stress is being piled bu ti have to learn how to handle taht stres..and i'm going to =] heheheeheheh well thanks everyone i lovvvvvvvve you alll =] special 7th shotu to my 7th best friend =] we have so much fun together..life wudn't be this amazing with you around.. thanks girl. and rapz gang...hahahahaah THAT'S FUNNY........i' nnot one intrested in the raptors but i'm still by your side =] hahahah amazing times =] yup yup yup..thanks forrrrrrrrrr your lovvvvvvvve =) MUAhhh* too ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I LOVVVVVVVVVVVVVE YOU..and for my bday..i just wish that u guys will always be in my lifee as life continues..although it will be hard .i know we cannn continue our friendships...forever. thanks =) <3 lois.